Joyline Chai

He always a strong man to me.

When I was young, I feel that he was so tall, huge and man.

When I am still a little girl, I always love to manja on him, lay on his strong tummy and fall asleep.

Laying on him, I feel so comfort and secure. That’s why I am easily fall asleep when he was around me.

He loves to bring me go singing with his friend.

My first stage performance is when I was 3 years old.

He have very nice vocal. I guess that is what I get from him.

I once dreamed to be a singer that’s why I told mum to send me for piano class.

He have very high expectation on me.

He taught me to be a strong sister to my younger baby.

He told me that I have to take care my mother and my sister.

He taught me if there is a hurdle in front of my path, all I need to do is cross over it without fears.

But

I am afraid I disappointed him so much.

I never as strong as he expected.

I am weak and broken.

And as he was now laying on the bed, no more the strong man I used to know.

Battling for his last breath with all the pain around him.

He is getting weaker and weaker.

I realised that I’ve grown as tall as him.

After 23 years, I was holding his hand to walk with him like he used to catch me when I am still the little girl.

” Daddy, do you feel very pain? “

” Nope, I will be fine……”

This room is too silence and full of sorrow…

” Girl, Remember to stay strong….”

” Daddy, I will…..”

Lord, may you ease the pain of Dad.

If bringing him away from us will ease his pain, please do it softly….

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