Joyline Chai

28th February 2010

A date to remind us that

CNY is coming to an end

Have to work hard on 1st of March

It also represent the last day of February 2010

The most important thing is

It was the date that my dearest Hippo is flying back to Gold Coast

T.T

I fly to LCCT on the morning but as usual

The BIG RED CHICKEN always delay~!!

And

Dear was very happy to wait for me in front of the arriving hall..

She even keep “yippie yippie” because she managed to reached earlier than me in the FIRST TIME…

Shall I said congrats?

=.=

I buy her a very luxury lunch at coffee bean

and

She tells me that she will only wanna come coffee bean in LCCT with me because this is the only outlet that provide ceaser salad with SALMON..

=.=

OMG DEAR~~!

Because I asked for it and pay extra for the salmon..

She blinks her eyes twice and said

” REALLY?? Dear you are so sweet…”

and continue to eat without any sweet talk anymore…

=.=

After lunch

We went to the hotel that we’ve earlier book through online

OH GOSH~!!

I will never visit that hotel again!!

Bad experience…

Don’t even wanna mention~~

Sorry dear…..

>.<

Dinner at Chocolate Lounge makes our day more happier.

As chocolate is a type of food that will make you happy when you got it in your mouth..

LOL

We have lots to chat

lots to share

lots of unwilling to be apart from each other

I will miss her nagging

I will miss her hugs

I will miss her kisses

I will miss her round round fluffy body shape

I just couldn’t believe I need to say goodbye to her in front of the departure gate

I just miss her sooo much~~!

T.T

She called me on my mobile when she was in the waiting hall

I will never forget what she said on that special night

” Dear..wait for me..its only nine months..I love you..”

Dear

I love you too…

I will be right here waiting for you…

Love from your Jumbo…muacks~!

I was awaken by a question in my mind

Who shall I really share my story with?

I once asked myself

Blog is a place to share my experiences and thoughts

YET

I still receive negative comments on me in REAL LIFE

I was wondering

Is it because they didnt review my blog

So everything I share it becomes a LIE?

And

I was treated as LIAR?

Well

I take it smoothly and smile after learning that

Majority Human believes in what they gossip at but not the TRUTH

It reminds me an incidents I’ve been through when I was in high school

I have a neighbour who I name her as L was very popular in my school

She is my senior for 4 years and we used to hang out since I am 5 years old

I never thought that she was so popular in High School

until someone spot me handling my text books to her

As back to my high school life

I was an athelic and need to stay back for some training and evening class

So L always helps me to carry some of my text books back for me as a favour

There is one fine day

Someone spotted us on this and they started to come around me and ask

WHO ARE YOU TO HER?

Well

I was her neighbour

REALLY??

Yeah..( I started to feel annoying as my training is going to start soon)

OMG OMG!! CAN YOU HELP US TO GET HER AUTOGRAPH??

Excuse me??!! Autograph??

YEAH!!

Err..I am sorry.. I afraid I cant do so (with the concern not to annoyed my neighbour I say NO)

CHIU~! MUST BE YOU BOOSTING LAH~~KONONNYA NEIGHBOUR!!

Hello girls!! We are really neighbour with only ONE door different~! When I open my bloody door, I put one of my foot in was her territory!! (I started to raise my voice)

And I guess

They were stunt and I gave them a very bad impression…

Guess what

The next day when I reached school

Rumors going around saying that I was a bitch liars, booster and bla bla bla it goes on..

I was kind of angry and mad on this

L came to me and wanted to know what is happening

I told her the whole picture and she smile and said

” Lets invite them to your house!”

And I do so..

proving them I am not a BITCH LIARS or BOOSTER

But that was the incident during high school and it was long time ago..

While time goes by

I grown up

I might feel hurt or kind of annoying when it comes to matter that people judge things without searching the truth..

Yet

I take things smoothly now

As I know I am telling the truth..I should not be afraid of what people are gossiping about

A senior of mine gave me a very good advise

He said

” Joyline, You are sharing your experience..nothing to shame about..“

Yes..Totally agreed~!

I might sound NOT NICE when I am talking to you

or

Might be the way I talk annoyes you

But never judge me on what you believes if it comes to matter about the TRUTH

I love being myself

and

I wish I get the respect too

But

It is okay if you are not fine with me..

You know

I wont hate you or ignore you for that

I will want to thank you for this as it makes my mental stronger

and

I can smile widely and tell you

I am Joyline Chai

I always wanted to know what is the feeling when you see photo like this

Normal Potrait?

The hard work of  Adobe Photoshop?

Well..

How about this then?

How do you do that with photoshop or dreamwaiver?

TELL ME

Cause I am going to ask Clovis Leong to show you how to do it without all these software!!

I once asked a photographer

” How to take a nice picture as I am not in the mood to be a good model? “

This photographer tell me

” Be yourself.. and relax..”

But I am a person who need a lot of guidance..

I might look PROUD and NOT A FRIENDLY person if I was quiet

in fact I just feel SHY..

Clovis told me

The best way to be a very good photographer is to communicate with the model

But HOW??

A very short answer from him

” Just be them~”

Yeah..Just be me then you will know how SHY I am to stand in front of you and letting you taking my photos yet you still asking me to be fast and not showing a patience face

Just be me then you’ll know I expect a lot from myself to be your perfect artistic master piece and yet you are blaming me that I am not active enough for your shoot

Just be me then you’ll know..

I just want a photographer who can understand me

I just wanna enjoy the process of being captured by you…

Like this…

and you can also bring me more joys until I wanna scream out loud like this…

I also wanna be sexy and wild in the same time like her…

and I can be as much artistic as I can and I will only do it for you to captured the best of me…

Can you do that for me…???

Yes he can..Clovis Leong, a friend since young age but never really stick with each other and now..

We met again

with fate

And I know

We will definitely working together in one day…

Red Packet is a MUST item in CNY tradisions as this represents a Great and Good year ahead.

According to the Chinese Traditions,

Only those who had married are qualifies to distribute RED PACKET or we call ANG PAO.

This is because they believe that those who had married are adults while those are not still a CHILD..LOL

So

I am a CHILD~~!

LOL!

Let’s share some Red Packet Casing from different organisations with you guys..

Special made Ang Pao from Godmother

CIMB group

AIA Group

Both from Starview Restaurant

(a bit leong leong dei…lol)

Marigold

UOB Group

DHL

(DHL – Documents Half-way Lost..luckily my ang pao didnt lost and it comes right to me..)

Public Bank

(Given by my grandparents as they are using mine red packet casing which I gave ang pao to them…LOL)

G-Hotel Management

(Special DIY for me cause someone paste that TIGER sticker on it..and it is also my personal favorite ang pao casing! hehe..)

OCBC Group

Camus Cognac Group

Ambank Group

(This is from my house loan officer…He is so kind huh? hehe..)

Interested about the Total Amount that I received?

Oh yea..

Drop me a comment then you’ll know…~~

LOL~

CNY decoration is the main theme for every shopping mall when it comes to end of January 2010

I got myself captured some nice pictures of some malls that I’ve visited.

Lately, the trend had changed to appearence of different colours on the lightning during night section for the decorations.

But it doesnt give me much surprise.

I personally fall in love with this decorations..

This is from Queensbay Mall, Penang..

It makes me feel like I am back to the 60’s

I feel abit disappointment for gurney plaza indoor decorations..

But yet..

It makes me feel like Ang Pao is waiting for me in this CNY~~ =)

The Chinese New Year for 2010 had passed..

But I still miss the smell of CNY…

The Yu Sang 8 dishes from my company is ONE of the best CNY lunch that I’ve attended

Because it comes with Wine ~ Yeah Yeah..

And my favourite Shark Fin Soup~

But my Reunion Dinner more ever nice~

STEAMBOAT!!

On the First day of CNY

There is a Lion Dance at my grandparents’ village

They said its a great thing to have the Lion Dance because it will increase our chances of getting more luck..

I do not know how true was that..

But I know we are giving a BIG ang pao for the Lion Dance Group which makes their CNY more happier =)

16th February 2010

A date indicated that a lost to my family

My dad had left this beautiful world

But I know this is a release to him

A release for not suffering in more and more pain

Perhaps

Our planet earth is no more a beautiful place to him

Sadly

He can’t celebrate his birthday as his funeral was on

18th February 2010

Exactly the date of his birth date

I walk him to the last venue he is going to be bury

I want to say thank you daddy for bringing me to this world

Even we don’t talk much most of the time

But

What you’ve taught me

Will always remain in my heart

No matter what had happen before

You always my daddy..

This is the 3rd Year we celebrate Valentine’s Day

Unfortunately

This year Valentine’s Day fall on the First Day of Chinese New Year

We still celebrating together…

Yes..

We celebrate together in front of our laptops

and

One in Penang

One in Ipoh

I received the flower ONE WEEK earlier before Valentine’s Day

So sweet of you my dear~

Muacks~!

I actually receive a mail from DANAI SPA

but yet

I was wondering how come they were so nice to send me Chinese New Year Card as I am not a VVIP even though I always visit them

It was a BIRTHDAY CARD??

Err….

My birthday is still far from now….

(It was January when I received this card)

So they are giving me a complimentary 45 minutes heated Volcano Rock Massage

and

Only VALID TILL 31ST JANUARY 2010?

They are definitely WRONG at all…

But who cares..

since its FREE

JUST GO FOR IT~

Nice Massage??

Yeah~~~

I lost my beloved daddy this morning

16th February 2010

A lost for the beloved Chai’s family

My blog will still be updating everything that I missed during the “TWO WEEKS break-down”

Thank you for friends and relatives who sent me your deepest and warmest condelences.

May God bless our family

and

May Daddy Rest In Peace